Post audition

Kaizie and I heard about this museum in Orange County that has a thousand pounds of clay and it is hands on so you can make little sculptures then put them on display so we are going there (I just want to sleep but it’s not all about me) and he was so patient and so good during the auditions that it’s the LEAST I can do. So we went and it was fun…

While I was squishing the clay I couldn’t help but feel like my brain felt like that…How long have I been awake for? Days and days and days? Actually the museum was good and it was good to do stuff that doesn’t relate to the oprah stuff at all or does it? Maybe it’s a sign…………………. Hahahahahahaha…get it? A sign!

Had to drive somewhere and sleep. Found a cliff overlooking the ocean and had a day sleep. Went to see a movie whilst deciding where to go next. Saw Get him to the Greek and they really should have sent him to the Greek and left him there. Russell and that funny fat guy whose name I don’t know I love your work but this was not the best.

Kai and I shared a plate of food and drove around and stumbled upon this cute little inlet….private beach-ish, water view and more important…open port a loos. Universe, I so love you for providing all I need……now if you could provide a little more than that…..(Dannii Minogue I hear you!! Read back to my Great Wall of China Posts….where Dannii asked me to rewrite my universal request!).

Anyway all is good…….sleep time……….

Have woken up and actually fell pretty good. So nice to wake up beside the water. Sometimes it’s not so much about having a million bucks as feeling like a million bucks and waking up to a million dollar view certainly helps.

Now I have always joked that I am a five star camper which translates as the closest I get to actually camping is falling out of bed in a five star hotel and sleeping on the floor. But it was sooo nice to just sleep wherever we wanted, have a FREE million dollar vacation location, go for a morning walk along the beach as soon as we step out of our home, cook breakfast on the beach, brush teeth on the beach and then just get in the van and go somewhere else. This is luxury of a different kind. Escape Campervans.com I love you!!!!

5 star Beachside hotel on wheels

Today Kai and I have decided to head to down to San Diego. I need to settle somewhere for a day or two, get my video online so people can vote for me and then just get on with making things happen as well as trying to generate votes. So hope springs eternal and more importantly life goes on and that is why Finding my Mojo is so important. Because just say I am not right for THAT show, that does not and should not mean my whole life/career/hope/meaning of my life ends there. Imagine if JK Rowling had decided that after the 7th rejection, her books were worthless and she might as well just continue living in her council house and just give up.

Giving up is not an option. I will never ever give up on my dreams, hopes and ambitions. When I die, that is the moment I can free myself from expectation. But it ain’t over till it’s over and the Oprah network is just beginning……..so in actual fact this journey has really just begun.