At last an update - kind of!
OKay, well those who know me it was rather strange that I suddenly went quite on all fronts -here on “CO”, twitter and facebook …all at the same time and without notice but there was a very good reason….AND a confidentiality agreement…..well don’t fret, I am still stalking, sorry I mean chasing Oprah and every day I get a little closer…..
Now I can’t reveal EXACTLY what happened (yet) but everything happens for a reason and after what I consider one of the hardest weeks of my life, I come out of it grateful for the hardest of days because that is when we learn the most.
It is my darling son’s 10th birthday today and I am in America and he is not…..first birthday I have ever missed….but I am building a whole new life for us and that takes sacrifice. I miss him like a deep deep heart and soul ache. I tried to keep myself busy but I realised today that I LOVE being a mum, I don’t miss my “single and carefree life”:…..he is my life….I do it for him, he makes me a better person, he is my little buddy and I just love him so so so much.
Anyway, thanks for those who have waited through the silence, trust me, there is sooo much to tell, so much to share, and I do have more of a plan for my big road tour to the Big O to happen next year.
Just be patient a little longer, let me update my blogs, upload my videos andf then you can know all the crazy things that have happened in my life the last 12 weeks…crazy……..and loving it
*applauds*
I absolutely can’t wait to hear the latest!
You’re right, waking each morning and knowing that you ae waking for a child is extraordinary. I love it too (though I sometimes want to sell them on eBay)
AJ,
I have read and followed with interest all that has happened to you lately. Mainly because I find you inspirational.. Kind of like..the age old thing “OMG this girl is going through the same shit as me ( mine minus the celebrity status). I applaud you for taking the chances you have, life is too short and I know you want to find meaning in all this mess somewhere.! And you are doing it! YOU GO GIRL..and as hard as it is being away from your son..all of this will only improve and better your relationship with him. You have his age on your side, 10 year olds are so forgiving and loving…its when the teen years hit..that they get more me me me…. so do this while he is young and you will reap the rewards! Mum has to be happy and healthy and then you can give so much more to him. Thanks AJ for inspiring this middle aged overweight mum (That knows whats its like to fight for everything….and centrelink problems..no one unless you are a single mum struggling can understand how that is!!). Good luck in LA and with Oprah…I am thinking of you!
Best Wishes
Julie
My life is replicating yours lol
I too am adopted.
Estranged from my Mother.
I meet my real family and my Sister and Brother then died and I was estranged from my birth Mother for ten years.
My weight has been up and down all my life (PCOS)
I am in the media and entertainment industry (radio,magazines)
I was a single parent.
I took visualise being on Oprah,and have down for years.
So Ajay - you have a friend and support in me. Drop me a line when ever, and I will help you. (free)
Love to you
Wendy
PS I have met you on the Gold Coast and I have your book too which you wrote in for me and I quote “I heve learnt that we make our own family -friends included. Make your home in your heart and you will always know who you are!
I am on twitter and FB-
I´m very intrigued to hear what is going on! Long time fan!
Wonderings how you’ve been going.. Seeing all sorts of pics of you in the Aussie media. Take Care.
Ajay - I stumbled upon TBL-AU online and watched all five seasons. I love how much of your heart shows through even when you had to do the harder bits. Your love and compassion is so touching…how lucky your son is to have a mum like you and you are to have a love like him. Joy and peace to you both!