…..or at least some of it. I’ll be happy to save all the girls who don’t know how to love themselves and their bodies and all the kids who are sick…. or even just some of them (i.e kids like my son, living with Aspergers and autism). I reckon if I can check out of life having made a huge dent in those two areas then I will have done a good thing.

The last few days have been hard, I won’t lie. It’s a funny thing stepping up on to the podium and saying something that a lot of people think is crazy. How many people leered and jeered when Christopher Columbus declared that the world was round and NOT flat as everyone else believed. It only took one person to invest in him, well two actually - Ferdinand and Isabella, the king and queen of Spain (hey they may not have even believed him but they took a risk on a visionary) and in no time at all he sailed west instead of east, everyone believing he would sail off the edge of the earth to never be seen again and he proved everybody wrong. He didn’t really know he was right but he believed in himself and just went where his heart took him.

He discovered new lands and changed the world forever. Suddenly the earth was smaller than everyone thought (in a good way - suddenly cultures and “worlds” connected) and Christopher Columbus was considered a great man (although sadly he died before achieving and realizing his greatest goal…which was to step foot on the mainland of America which he knew was there without ever having seen it!) but nevertheless Christopher Columbus stands for believing in yourself, your vision and your journey no matter what the doomsayers are screaming.

The problem with doomsayers is that they are so busy doomsaying they don’t actually do much else with their life but try to stop others from thinking and moving forwards. Bah bloody humbug to you I say!!!! Stop me????? I have survived much worse in my life than shallow minded people, believe me! You forget I grew up in a country town…that prepared me for the viciousness of the gossips columns….that was my training ground!!!

And it is ironic that I use the Christopher Columbus theory when talking about the possibility of healing my son’s autism……just cause we can’t prove it (YET) doesn’t mean it can’t happen…..STAY TUNED my friends!

And sure this whole Chasing Oprah thing might seem crazy to the “flat earth” people but you know what, getting to Oprah is like holding a megaphone up and saying “Listen to me, I know some stuff about healing your life and I want to share it with the world!” My earth has never been flat and I want to yell my message as far across the (round) land that it can go. No apology for that!

And then, being a little bit of a hippy, I can’t help but think it is a little strange that right now, as I embark upon trying to save all the big girls in the world whilst also trying to save my beautiful darling gorgeous son who is the world to me (hey I like to multi task haha)………but right now, one of THE rarest astrological alignments is happening in history. AND it involves my son…kind of…bear with me!!!!!!

Let me explain…..

Kai, my son, his real name is Kairon, named after Chiron the wounded healer in mythology (google it, but basically he was the wisest and most gentle of all the centuars but he was called the wounded healer…kind of like who he is these days). Anyway, right now Chiron the planet is in a very RARE and yet extremely powerful phase….

……..okay I know your head is hurting…..so is mine but it’s worth it….I promise (of course I’m speaking to the round earth people….the “flatheads” have gone off to have their tenth coffee and cigarette and are looking in their thesaurus for more nasty words they can write about me hahahaha)

………..here we go people….this is the important bit:

Over the next week, Jupiter, Neptune and Chiron will come within ¼ of a degree of one another in Aquarius. Now I know most of you are going huh? Say what? What you talking about Willis?

Basically we are entering a time in history of great healing and boldness of action coupled with battling dissension and derision.

If you type in Jupiter-Neptune-Chiron into google you will find some really great reads about this magical and powerful life changing time…

Here is just one:
http://astrotabletalk.blogspot.com/2009/05/jupiter-neptune-chiron-again.html

or you can read about it here……….as I cut and paste it:

Over the next week, Jupiter, Neptune and Chiron will come within ¼ of a degree of one another in Aquarius. Anything begun now has a big dream behind it that will become apparent later in the year, as these planets complete a remarkable series of 3 triple conjunctions. Chiron is not just about healing: he was primarily a teacher of heroes, so there is boldness as well.

There have been a number of news items in recent days relating to sustainable energy, which of course is becoming a big dream for humanity. The obvious one was Barack Obama’s bold move in bringing in federal legislation to require the car companies to produce more efficient, less polluting vehicles. As he said, it was long overdue, and it was astute of him to use the fact that the car companies are in trouble to force the issue. There have also been a number of items about wind farms: the biggest one in the world in Texas (of course!) and the opening of the biggest onshore farm in Europe.

Then there is the big dream of plumbing the mysteries of our universe. Over the last week, 2 new space telescopes have been launched – one with the biggest ever reflecting mirror - and Hubble has had a major upgrade.

In June, the US will conduct a possibly ground-breaking experiment in controlled nuclear fusion. This is another big dream.

And it’s all happening in Aquarius, the sign of Science.

The current times remind of this quote, often attributed to Goethe, but no-one knows quite who said it:

“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back – Concerning all acts of initiative and creation, there is one elementary truth that ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favour all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Begin it now.”

And so after days and weeks and well, to be honest, months of fear (I decided in January that I wanted to come here on this crazy journey), I have at times been worried that I had been foolish and impetuous to follow my heart, to turn my back on Loser and to take a risk on doing something that, well, had no gaurantee of succeeding (still doesn’t but I know in my heart it will) but to feel the fear and do it anyway, to focus my energy and talent and voice to something that really really spoke to me, something I truly believed in, something that I felt would make a REAL difference and have TRUE meaning in my life.

I do believe that despite what the flat earth doomsayers are screaming, hey, Henny Penny is probably there with them as well (the sky is falling!!!!) , but I do believe wholeheatedly that I AM on the right path at the PERFECT time and that all those who want to do soemthing amazing with the time, energy and talent and who believe in their vision, we WILL achieve all we dream and more - so make sure you ALL dream BIG!!!!

Oh and P.S. I do NOT think I am Jesus or Mother Theresa (not even close), I am just a woman and a mother who knows a thing or two about climbing up out of the sh*t heap and learning to love and believe in yourself no matter what anyone else says. Three steps forward and two steps back is still ONE step forward and one step closer to your goal!

My judgement will come when I leave this earth and when I leave, I plan to have left a lasting legacy, not just some pointless rhetoric that means nothing in two days time.

So there! Haha (picture me blowing a raspberry at the flatheads!!!)

xx